If I don’t recieve validation every 24 hours I turn back into a pile of dust
Always in a constant state of “hmm maybe I wasn’t as normal in that conversation as I thought I was”
lo fi song titles
- she kissed me at 2:27am
- Her
- her
- L O V E P A R A D I S E
- iloveyoubutyoudontknowiexist
- I Touched Your Balls // I Miss You
- raining in my heart
- Rain
- g h i b l i r e m i x
- ダーリング
- iced coffee with you
- iced coffee with her at 3:52am
snow bonk
every thing should be about food tbh. i rejoice at putting plates in the middle of the table and sharing them, at peeling off a mandarin and giving it to you, baking cakes for celebrations, loud kitchens, and colourful plates and mismatched forks. eat together, eat well <3
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— Nelly Sachs, from “The Seeker.”

Rebecca Lindenberg | Interview in The Believer | March 27 2012
[id: “McSWEENEY’S: Why write poetry?
LINDENBERG: I think there is a general misconception that you right poems because you “have something to say”. I think, actually, that you write poems because you have something echoing around in the bone-dome of your skull that you cannot say. Poetry allows us to hold many related tangential notions in very close orbit around each other at the same time. The “unsayable” thing at the centre of the poem becomes visible to the poet and reader in the same way that dark matter becomes visible to the astrophysicist. You can’t see it, but by measure of its effect on the visible, it can become so precise a silhouette you can almost know it.” end id]
“do it for the vine” = allow yourself to live life in the moment instead of maintaining a facade of normalcy for the enjoyment of not only yourself but of those around you
“commit to the bit” = adhere to the guidelines of an event that will in retrospect be nothing but a minuscule footnote, but continue to execute it for the complex web of happiness it brings you and your collective now
“fuck it we ball” = get the most you can out of life by putting the very thrill of being alive first and everyday occurrences and responsibilities last
I’m the founder of the “I suck at keeping the conversation going, but I really like talking to you” club









